Following the Red Thread to my children

I love you so much it hurts. It physically hurts my heart to look at you and know that you have been through so much in such a short time. And yet through all the uncertainty and newness, you smile and call me Mama. You wrap your arms around me and kiss my cheek. You give me love even when you don't understand that word. Please God allow me to bring this child up with as much certainty as she has in me. Let me love her enough and show her that love often. Give me the strength to not sweat the small stuff and allow me to enjoy her to the fullest. You gave her to me to love and honor while on earth. Please, Lord, help me to do just that.